Hello all. I was diagnosed with Cptsd in 2012, although I've had it since the late 70's. Back then I was diagnosed with Panic Disorder & Depression. This forum is wonderful & you are all helping me so much. Thank you. This is my second post and I am somewhat embarrassed to share this info, but feel many of you may understand. I find that when I go out in public, doesn't really matter where, I find myself starting conversations with fellow shoppers, check out clerks, hair stylists, etc, btw, these are complete strangers, where I say what I think are funny remarks & proceed like I am a comedian. I find myself overtalking. Most people respond okay, but I feel like a fool after I do this because my humor is sophomoric & juvenile. I am 64 years old, but I oftentimes behave like a young teenager. I can't seem to control myself.
I feel compelled to behave like this. I have not matured properly. I get nervous around people and just start talking. I don't know how to just talk normally. I was my FOO's jokster. I think it was the only way I could get any attention in my depressing home.
Does anyone else have this problem? I am aware that I do this so I don't do it as much as I used to. I catch myself & try to stay quiet, but it is difficult. I can only go out sporadically when I am having a fairly good day. This overtalking is ridiculous & embarrassing. Any help would be very appreciated. Thank you for listening & being there.
I feel compelled to behave like this. I have not matured properly. I get nervous around people and just start talking. I don't know how to just talk normally. I was my FOO's jokster. I think it was the only way I could get any attention in my depressing home.
Does anyone else have this problem? I am aware that I do this so I don't do it as much as I used to. I catch myself & try to stay quiet, but it is difficult. I can only go out sporadically when I am having a fairly good day. This overtalking is ridiculous & embarrassing. Any help would be very appreciated. Thank you for listening & being there.
