that is really interesting, its kind of the whole "fake it, till you make it" process, but through acting, i understand it somewhat now - thank you for taking the time / effort to explain
its interesting also how you havent returned to it, as i do think with my current decision making, changing careers may be about shaking off an old costume i wore, a mask i needed to get through the worst parts of my depression, addiction and the associated shame and needs to fit in ....
Still not landed, just trying to heal and move forward...its scary though
However, i do feel i can overcome but i know the negative ways i have lived are still always there.....this hope keeps driving me,....but its hard and tiring....anyway
its interesting also how you havent returned to it, as i do think with my current decision making, changing careers may be about shaking off an old costume i wore, a mask i needed to get through the worst parts of my depression, addiction and the associated shame and needs to fit in ....
Still not landed, just trying to heal and move forward...its scary though
However, i do feel i can overcome but i know the negative ways i have lived are still always there.....this hope keeps driving me,....but its hard and tiring....anyway