Hi all,
As a result of my trauma's and complex abuse and childhood, i have done some things i am not proud of you (I am intentionally being vague).
These things have been needed to survive (nothing criminal) but they are not things i am proud of as it has caused others hurt and if some other things came out, it would also hurt others.
Recently as i work through my own trauma, i have this over abundance of guilt, i cant yet see these things as reactions to my trauma and how i was raised, as i am still blocked from a lot of the pain i suffered, and its hard for me to work through the shame associated.
I worry that after suffering so long, that my past continues to eat me up, cause me more and more suffering, just to live.
Keen to see if others relate / have done self work to help soften these things in themselves and any tips?
thanks
As a result of my trauma's and complex abuse and childhood, i have done some things i am not proud of you (I am intentionally being vague).
These things have been needed to survive (nothing criminal) but they are not things i am proud of as it has caused others hurt and if some other things came out, it would also hurt others.
Recently as i work through my own trauma, i have this over abundance of guilt, i cant yet see these things as reactions to my trauma and how i was raised, as i am still blocked from a lot of the pain i suffered, and its hard for me to work through the shame associated.
I worry that after suffering so long, that my past continues to eat me up, cause me more and more suffering, just to live.
Keen to see if others relate / have done self work to help soften these things in themselves and any tips?
thanks