My deep sympathies re your dental trauma, san. Dental trauma has been a huge issue for me throughout my life, so I know all too well of what you speak.
Please try not to be too hard on yourself about the smoking. I know how upsetting it is to revert to a habit you thought you had moved on from, but you've had entirely too much dumped on you this summer. It is understandable that you are looking to an old habit for distraction, or comfort, or a substitute problem. You will stop when you are ready, and in the meantime, being angry or upset with yourself will only make you feel worse, and probably make you do it more. Please love and be gentle with yourself as much as you can.
Forgive me if I sound preachy! I know how it is and want to offer you my love and support and encourage you not to turn against yourself for not being perfect. I'm a veteran of that kind of thing and I hope you will not get caught up in it
Please try not to be too hard on yourself about the smoking. I know how upsetting it is to revert to a habit you thought you had moved on from, but you've had entirely too much dumped on you this summer. It is understandable that you are looking to an old habit for distraction, or comfort, or a substitute problem. You will stop when you are ready, and in the meantime, being angry or upset with yourself will only make you feel worse, and probably make you do it more. Please love and be gentle with yourself as much as you can.
Forgive me if I sound preachy! I know how it is and want to offer you my love and support and encourage you not to turn against yourself for not being perfect. I'm a veteran of that kind of thing and I hope you will not get caught up in it