Everything Is So Black

[Rizzo]

I can't see any bright spots, everything is dark for me.
I can't take it anymore, I feel like everything is falling apart.
I'm falling apart, I'm broken.
I don't want to live like this, not the way it is now.
I wish it would just end.
I want quiet, peace.. I will never find them.
Everything is so black, there are no shades of gray..
And I'm alone,
i am so alone.
This loneliness is eating me up inside and i am so lost.
I have so many anxieties that it even scares me..
I feel like someone wants me to suffer.

[Cascade]

I'm here, Rizzo.
Here, alone, with you.
Thanks for posting this so we can be alone in pain together.

What comes to mind is a little story from the movie The Abyss.  As the diver goes down into the depths of the bottomless ocean, dark and alone, his still-loving ex-wife recalls -- through the radio -- when the power went out and there was a candle lit.  She said she felt alone and he said he would light a second candle and put it next to hers so she wouldn't be alone.  She assures him in the ocean that he is not alone.

Two candles and self-hugs for us.
   -Cascade

[Chart]

Rizzo, I hear your pain. I am feeling for you.. with you. I send you support and love. You are not alone here.

[Rizzo]

I'm here, Rizzo.
Here, alone, with you.
Thanks for posting this so we can be alone in pain together.

What comes to mind is a little story from the movie The Abyss.  As the diver goes down into the depths of the bottomless ocean, dark and alone, his still-loving ex-wife recalls -- through the radio -- when the power went out and there was a candle lit.  She said she felt alone and he said he would light a second candle and put it next to hers so she wouldn't be alone.  She assures him in the ocean that he is not alone.

Two candles and self-hugs for us.
   -Cascade

Thank you very much, I'm going to see the movie now!
sending hugs.

[Rizzo]

Rizzo, I hear your pain. I am feeling for you.. with you. I send you support and love. You are not alone here.

Thank you, I wish you to feel the same compassion for yourself that you gave me.

[Larry]