annakoen's journal

[annakoen]

* * * * * * aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarghh
Why do have to deal with this *? Why can't life just leave me the * ALONE!?
I had enough * to deal with already, why did this have to happen to me?
It's been three months and I am still dealing with the aftermath of this *. I HATE it!
I am numb, because I can't be angry.
*(%^$*^#*&$^#(*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[annakoen]

Have not recovered yet. Medical PTSD on top of CPTSD. Trying to hang on to life. Some days I wish I had just died instead of fought for my life. I'm stuck with the aftetrmath, everyone else just goes on with their life.
Hospital complaints department said a year later "You might have made the right decision, buying antibiotics." They wouldn't say more, not available for comments. There are days I have lost all faith in a good life.

[Not Alone]

I am sorry you have not been believed. To not be believed is. . . horrible. . . can't think of a word that is strong enough. I'm sorry for all the pain you continue to experience.

[Jazzy]

Annoakoen,

I'm sorry you are hurting so terribly right now.  I hope you feel a bit better soon. It's great that you have your friend with whom you can talk to!

<3 Jazzy

[Armadillo]

 

It sounds really really hard.