I am an avoider

[Sprinkles]

For as long as I can remember I have stayed clear from everything that would remind me of traumatic experiences.

To others, these things sound silly. I know I probably missed out on parts of life because of them.

I have a boyfriend who is very good to me. I feel guilty that he can't use items he'd like to be ause of my avoidance. The thought of thoughts things send me into a meltdown/panic attack.He is understanding and doesn't get anything that will trigger me.

I would like to move past this.