Living As All of Me

[NarcKiddo]

I'm so happy you had such a wonderful and uplifting time at camp, and that you found so many kindred spirits to enjoy it with.

 

[Hope67]

Hi HannahOne,
Wow, that's great that you enjoyed your trip to that Camp.   

[sanmagic7]

all of the above, hannah1.  yay!  love and hugs

[HannahOne]

Yeah!

I was so depressed for a few years. Understandably. Went through *. Reactivated all my trauma. Couldn't move.

Coming out of it I need energy. Energy infusions. Where's that going to come from? The sun. Moving. Music. Animals. People. Parties. LIFE.

The more I MOVE the more options for movement I have, the deeper I can go, the lower LOL, the higher I can jump, the more I can reach, the sillier the better, sassy, shy, sexy, serious, sashay, shimmy, street, the more ways I have to express All of Me and to be here now, the more I'm alive the happier I am that I survived...

Dancing my way through the day......

It's not having what you want
It's wanting what you got

Maybe something's wrong with you
That makes you act the way you do

but I'm gonna soak up the sun
I've got no one to blame
Every time I feel lame, I'm looking up

I'm gonna soak up the sun
I'm gonna tell everyone to lighten up

I'm still the king of me
I'm lookin up

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ji0NHUaoefU

[zen_racer]

I'm smiling about that song now. 

I relate a little too much to being depressed.  I think I got out of it before with massive amounts of dissociation.

I'm glad that it sounds like you're still in a better place since camp.  I'm also happy you survived.