Didn't come close to crying

[Contessa]

Hijack away! I have been worried about sucking up attention about a topic comparatively minute to others.

Poignant it is. To have the desire to be in an affectionate relationship, but feel incapable of it. It is exactly how I felt when this relationship began, and I was even triggered early on.

Realisation though is on the way to healing. It's a step.