Want to be free

[Eyessoblue]

Everyone smiling laughing loud
Looking down feeling proud
It I could have been, could have been me
But no I'm alone and I can't see
I'm out of control, what's going through my head
People watching I can't be read
Going crazy with all this hate
Watching out for my fate
I need to believe I can be strong
Ultimately I think I'm wrong
I have nothing to offer nothing to give
So why would I want to live
Burying my head in the sand
Just wish I could make this brave stand
The past still haunts me messes my head
Shall I just give up and go to bed
That fading light keeps me strong
But how much longer can I carry on
Those dreams are nightmares messing with me
Take it away leave me be
I want to forget make me real
This life I live is too surreal
Pushing on battling through I'm on my own just me and you
I've got to make it, make it for me
Then finally I will be free.....

[AphoticAtramentous]

This hit me hard, Eyessoblue... really did. Thanks for sharing this. ^^