glad I found this place

[flookadelic]

I have been enthusiastic about x, y and z in the past and then pulled back and disappeared often without fully knowing why; and it feels horrible and...and...and...

Anyways, I am so glad you have found it in yourself to return; God alone knows if any one group of people are going to understand what you have described re falling off the edge of a cliff emotionally and all the inconsistencies that bring up, it's us as we do it ourselves. But I am well impressed by the determination you have and glad to see you are still here! Thanks for the effort, I know it's not easy but isolation is even harder and brings no rewards whereas discussion and venting and communicating with understanding souls most certainly does have its rewards.

Look forward to seeing and chatting with you! Flooky

[mourningdove]

Thanks, keepfighting and flookadelic (and Kizzie, again!).

I really appreciate all the kind welcoming and reassurance. It really helps.