Hi, that’s is so bad, I really feel for you and can imagine how you must be feeling.
So they said you were too upset etc, did they not offer you somewhere else to go?
Surely they haven’t just left you with nothing?
It sounds to me like you desperately need to be referred to someone else, they’ve done such a bad job if that’s their opinion of you.
Did the psychologist say why she then couldn’t see you?
You must be feeling so frustrated and I wish I could help you more.
I too just cry non stop during my Cbt sessions, the therapist is trying to give me strategies to keep me going but she has no idea how I’m actually feeling and telling me to go out and have a long walk just isn’t helpful.
Like you probably feel I feel like I’ve lost all hope and people just don’t understand.
I really hope you can be offered something or someone else, you know you can use this site to get help whenever you need to, or just ranting your frustrations on here like I regularly do should help you to feel more validated in how you’re feeling.