Thanks everyone.
I'm pleased that you all generally agree that I should be able to get access to my notes. As I have never had a diagnosis, I think it might be helpful to support my case for on going financial support from my husband. After all, all of the things that added on layers of stress within my cptsd, like having children, moving house, dealing with his family, were all things we decided on together.
I hadn't thought of the confidentiality issue before, so thanks for bringing that up.
I find the fact that the provider didn't send the request form, as promised , makes me concerned. I wonder whether they are thinking that I might be wanting to make a complaint. After all, the therapy did cause me huge distress.
I will follow this up next week. I am probably a bit paranoid, but this feeling of distrust of this complicated system will not go away.
Lovely to hear from you both, Hope and Eyessoblue. Hoping that you are both doing OK along this very rocky road.
Libby.