I can't handle all the triggers

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Rovivrus

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I can't handle all the triggers
« on: February 14, 2019, 12:49:47 PM »
Unfortunately staying on the forum is more difficult than I thought.

Due to this, I may lurk but not participate for a while, several times.

If I disappear from any sort of conversation, than this is my explanation. Sometimes I have very limited time and I try to rush to participate here, but end up more broken than before opening the forum. Other times the opposite way, however, I can't afford to handle the situations witch aren't lucky at the moment.

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SharpAndBlunt

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Re: I can't handle all the triggers
« Reply #1 on: February 14, 2019, 12:56:25 PM »
Rovivrus, just post when you can, and when it feels comfortable.

It's ok just to read the posts too because they are all public.

It can be hard sometimes to read everybody's stories. But here it is good because there are many people offering support.

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Re: I can't handle all the triggers
« Reply #2 on: February 14, 2019, 01:53:59 PM »
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notalone

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Re: I can't handle all the triggers
« Reply #3 on: February 14, 2019, 06:13:31 PM »
Do what is best for you. We support you no matter how much or little you post.

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Re: I can't handle all the triggers
« Reply #4 on: February 15, 2019, 05:00:44 AM »
Rovivrus,
I totally am with you on the wanting to be here and participate, and yet finding that I come to OOTS when I feel utterly alone and broken. I truly appreciate the understanding from everyone on this forum that does post that it is okay if I don't.
I do not feel the alone-ness quite as much when I visit here.
Even though I am.
If I can muster up enough of the stuff I need for a change, then I will move to the coast and find myself a little place where I can once again have a furry  unconditional full of love roomy.
I am just so weary of having to work so very hard to feel ok. One of these days, perhaps I will finally treat mySELF with the respect, understanding and compassion that flows OUT of me so easily.
I do not care for this holiday.
At all.