Welcome! I’m glad you found this forum. It is in my mind a unique place as I have never found any place where they actually understood cPTSD before I found this forum.
Please be sure to share your feelings here as people really get it and will respond in an understanding and compassionate way.
I have been slowly opening up here, trying to document some of my journey as I heal. If nothing else, it makes a great journal.
I hope that you find inner peace with who you are and what you have experienced.
Hugs