Completely disabled since early 2017

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Completely disabled since early 2017
« on: February 25, 2020, 01:53:24 AM »
Iím currently on disability, too mentally disabled that Iím home bound most of the time, with lack of relationships and friendships, due to my deep seated mistrust, as directly birthed out of very extensive traumas and, cannot attend university, due to being intellectually disabled by my abusers. Iím in a mess right now, as though thereís no hope. Iím coping with RA flashbacks still, which froze me into my traumatised position day in and out.

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Re: Completely disabled since early 2017
« Reply #1 on: March 01, 2020, 11:20:19 AM »
Hello RA,

Welcome to the group. I am also a newcomer, and trying to find my way around here.
Im sorry for not seeing this post sooner. I know how hard it is to trust enough in order to reach out into a scary vacuum. I hope you found a way to support yourself and hold on. When we are down and alone, it feels like the sun will never shine again.

I myself keep being sucked into the dark clouds. My head knows that they are nothing but air that I can wade through. But the heart feels those wispy clouds to be nothing less than solid brick walls.  :fallingbricks:

So sorry you are hurting. 



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marta1234

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Re: Completely disabled since early 2017
« Reply #2 on: March 01, 2020, 11:58:15 AM »
Hi RA, welcome. Thank you for sharing here.
I hope you find solace in this community, and that you are heard. This must be such a difficult time for you, so sending you lots of positive hugs  :hug: