New comer: ritual abuse survivor

[RA-Survivor]

Hi I'm new here.

From the age of 1-24, I had three tiered groups of abusers. The first group were my two main abusers, the second and third groups were countless of abusers, but the third were more. By their initials, my first main abuser was P and second was A. The second and third groups were too many, I could not put it into a number.

The second group of abusers, I have only found out about this, when traumatic memories were revived from March 2016 and onward. During that time I was aged 20. Before this age, I had complete amnesia, without any knowledge of the trauma history that I had. The first and third groups of abusers, I have found it out most shockingly, when my DID alters have started communicating with me about what they have been through. These two groups were only known to me from July 2019 and onward.