TW: extreme ritual sexual abuse memories

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RA-Survivor

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TW: extreme ritual sexual abuse memories
« on: February 27, 2020, 01:36:13 AM »
I felt utter confusion and shame, when I had forced sex by my abusers. I was always being told of degrading terms, such as “you’re a piece of *”. I did not understand sexual knowledge and was being taught of sexual pleasure by my abusers, in my innocence.

I was video recorded to be exploited by countless of other abusers. Most of what I have gone through were under blind rape episodes, due to the dissociative amnesia, in order to cope with the damaging psychological effects.
« Last Edit: February 27, 2020, 06:18:12 PM by Kizzie »

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Re: TW: extreme ritual sexual abuse memories
« Reply #1 on: March 05, 2020, 08:07:03 PM »
Dear RA-Survivor
Thank you for your honesty and courage sharing your story here.
My heart aches for you and all that you have been through.
I feel so hopeful for you and so glad you are here!!