Easter is one of those holidays that is hard for me. My Nm and Ngm were both good at making Easter special, would make us easter baskets, cook and make special deserts. It was usually a good memory. It's one of those holidays where I feel bad, question my position on NC, and wish things could be different.
The last few years, my GCs and her kids come to my house. That made me feel good. But this year, circumstances as they are, they are staying home, Nm may join them, their estranged dad may join them. Nephew's B-day is Monday and I would love to be able to give him his gift and see him, but not sure how I feel about possibly spreading disease. I have been very isolated and careful. Not sure they have. We'll see.
