Panda's Journal

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Panda

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Re: Panda's Journal
« Reply #30 on: September 05, 2020, 07:45:13 PM »
So... I haven't been here for a while.


Things have been relatively okay. My relationship is going very well, my wife and I have been together for 16 years now (our anniversary was in july) and we're continuously working on improving ourselves and our future together.


I'm also on the waiting list of several therapists and trying to go inpatient for indepth trauma therapy plus made two specialists appointments I should've made years ago, but better now than never.


Currently I'm working through a lot of trauma from my last stays in psychiatric hospitals, because the place where I was as a teen was... bad. Not overtly abusive, but incompetent.
And I feel like I have to make progress there because that trauma is the mayor thing keeping me from going inpatient. I live in a country with (almost) free healthcare, at worst there's a wait of a couple of months so I feel very priviledged but I feel like I'm currently not well equipped enough to handle being inpatient.


Hopefully I'll get there, though.

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marta1234

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« Reply #31 on: September 06, 2020, 01:10:07 AM »
Hi Panda, nice to see you here :) Iím very glad that you found your way with new therapy and are on many waiting lists. Thatís a big step! Iím very happy for you and your partner, being together for 16 years.
Sending you lots of support and a gentle hug if itís ok  :hug:

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Hope67

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« Reply #32 on: September 06, 2020, 08:48:55 AM »
Hi Panda,
I just wanted to say 'welcome back' - I realise I haven't said anything to you before, but I would like to say I have read some of your journal, and I wanted to send you a hug, if that's ok  :hug:

I also think it's great that you and your wife have been together for 16 years - wishing you a belated Happy Anniversary for July.
Hope  :)