Tee’s 2nd try journal* trigger warning *

[woodsgnome]

Little t, I care about you and am sending wishes that everything can be the best for you. It hurts me to know you have been so ignored and badly treated. I hope this little and very gentle  will let you feel cared for as you deserve.

[Bach]

I hear you. I see you. I care about you. Don't be afraid! Here is a hug if you want it  Have it now or come back when you need it!

[Tee]

  I I nnot sure I'm allowed to to be on here bbut thanks for the hugs they make mmme ccry 

[Not Alone]

You are allowed and you are very welcome to be on here.
Do you have a stuffed animal or doll you can cuddle with?

[Tee]

I I have mmy dolly

[Not Alone]

Hold your dolly close and remember that T cares about you, I care about you and others on here care about you too.

[Tee]

Ok 😊 thanks

[Snowdrop]

Hello, little one. It's safe here, and you're allowed to be here. You're not invisible, and I care about you. I'm glad you have your dolly to hug, and here's an extra one from me if it's welcome.

[Tee]

Thanks everyone for showing kindness to Little. I'm not sure how she found this forum.  She uses speech to text and is very young. She is about 3 or 4.

There's a lot back there that I'm starting to have to look at in order to help myself and Little it's hard.

[Snowdrop]

 

[Not Alone]

I'm glad the little one found this forum.

Yes, it's hard. 

[Tee]

Thanks notalone I'm not sure if I'm glad or not.  At this point she's only been around my therapist and unlike previously I am unaware of what she does and am just learning or remembering the horrors we lived through and what she holds.    I know it'sa lot and I'm not sure she will adhere to the rules here. At least so far she has been kind of shy.

[Not Alone]

She is reaching out and she is precious. I want to wrap my arms around her and read to her and sing with her. I am so sorry for her and for you that there are horrible things that she holds.

[Snowdrop]

She is reaching out and she is precious. I want to wrap my arms around her and read to her and sing with her. I am so sorry for her and for you that there are horrible things that she holds.

Exactly that. She is precious.

[Tee]

Hi again. Ttee ddidn't get mmad at mme being here so so I I guess it's ok.  Ththank you for being so so nnice.

I had bbad ddreams last night they were scary. I I ddont like them mmmommy ppulls  my arm and and makes it ppop while she screams and and tells mme how  bbbad and Ststupid I I am. I I usually get lllots of spanks with the the bbbelt too.
But I I ttry to be ggood  it it just doesn't help. 
Does anyone know how I I too not have bbad dreams no no more?