Teeís 2nd try journal* trigger warning *

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woodsgnome

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« Reply #15 on: June 25, 2020, 02:10:29 AM »
Little t, I care about you and am sending wishes that everything can be the best for you. It hurts me to know you have been so ignored and badly treated. I hope this little and very gentle  :hug: will let you feel cared for as you deserve.

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« Reply #16 on: June 25, 2020, 02:46:51 AM »
I hear you. I see you. I care about you. Donít be afraid! Here is a hug if you want it  :hug: Have it now or come back when you need it!

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« Reply #17 on: June 25, 2020, 02:48:42 AM »
 :'( I I nnot sure Iím allowed to to be on here bbut thanks for the hugs they make mmme ccry  :hug:

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« Reply #18 on: June 25, 2020, 02:50:43 AM »
You are allowed and you are very welcome to be on here.
Do you have a stuffed animal or doll you can cuddle with?

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« Reply #19 on: June 25, 2020, 03:04:22 AM »
I I have mmy dolly :'(

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« Reply #20 on: June 25, 2020, 03:14:03 AM »
Hold your dolly close and remember that T cares about you, I care about you and others on here care about you too.

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« Reply #21 on: June 25, 2020, 03:32:25 AM »
Ok 😊 thanks

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« Reply #22 on: June 25, 2020, 05:17:24 AM »
Hello, little one. It's safe here, and you're allowed to be here. You're not invisible, and I care about you. I'm glad you have your dolly to hug, and here's an extra one from me if it's welcome. :hug:

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« Reply #23 on: June 26, 2020, 12:52:05 AM »
Thanks everyone for showing kindness to Little. Iím not sure how she found this forum.  She uses speech to text and is very young. She is about 3 or 4.

Thereís a lot back there that Iím starting to have to look at in order to help myself and Little itís hard. :'(

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« Reply #24 on: June 26, 2020, 02:56:01 AM »
 :hug:

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« Reply #25 on: June 26, 2020, 03:03:10 AM »
I'm glad the little one found this forum.

Yes, it's hard.  :hug:

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« Reply #26 on: June 26, 2020, 03:25:24 AM »
Thanks notalone Iím not sure if Iím glad or not.  At this point sheís only been around my therapist and unlike previously I am unaware of what she does and am just learning or remembering the horrors we lived through and what she holds.  :stars:  I know itísa lot and Iím not sure she will adhere to the rules here. :Idunno: At least so far she has been kind of shy.

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« Reply #27 on: June 26, 2020, 10:25:56 PM »
She is reaching out and she is precious. I want to wrap my arms around her and read to her and sing with her. I am so sorry for her and for you that there are horrible things that she holds.

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« Reply #28 on: June 27, 2020, 05:41:07 AM »
She is reaching out and she is precious. I want to wrap my arms around her and read to her and sing with her. I am so sorry for her and for you that there are horrible things that she holds.

Exactly that. She is precious.

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« Reply #29 on: June 27, 2020, 01:56:08 PM »
Hi again. Ttee ddidnít get mmad at mme being here so so I I guess itís ok.  :Idunno: Ththank you for being so so nnice.

I had bbad ddreams last night they were scary. I I ddont like them mmmommy ppulls  my arm and and makes it ppop while she screams and and tells mme how  bbbad and Ststupid I I am. I I usually get lllots of spanks with the the bbbelt too. :'( :'( :'( :'(
But I I ttry to be ggood  :sadno: it it just doesnít help. 
Does anyone know how I I too not have bbad dreams no no more?