Strongly doubting I'll never experience what love is in friendships and love~

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Fern

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Being let down over and over for years and still today from people. I doubt I'll ever experience what having a true, good even best friend is like and what love truly is to have a person love you deeply more than that. My first exprenece with love wasn't something I thought it would be and now I doubt I'd  ever find a guy who'd truly accept me, my past and things I can't do that you see from relationships today. On how society says you should to be to be normal and accepted. I don't want sex or a lot and even can't from being sexual abused possibly. My opinion is I think if you love someone it shouldn't be based on that alone or a lot. I guess my dream guy would be like a best friend, doing stuff as friends and can be intimate though not really caring for it either. I guess I'm a weird gal and not like every women out there. So my chances in finding a guy who would treat me with respect, as an equal and who is very kind, loving and would do those things dosen't exist in this world we live in. So I don't think love is possible for me. True you never know though I never met such a guy yet so I made my peace being single the rest of my life.

Plus I don't want a kids so that's always an issue too I think as well. I'm not sure what else to say about this so I'll  just end my post here.


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Three Roses

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I've read each of your posts and am hoping you do come back, I see your profile has been deleted. I get very nervous about posting here sometimes and am also familiar with that "over-share hangover" that many here also experience. But, you'll never be shamed or invalidated for sharing here! We get it.  :yes:

Unlike other forums, this one allows you to go into previous posts and modify/edit or delete them completely. Whatever you choose, best wishes to you on your journey.

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Wolvenessence

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This used to be Fern just letting anyone know if they read this thread I've made.

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Kizzie

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It's OK Fern/Wolvenessence, come back when you're ready  :grouphug: