Learning to heal, Larry's journey

[Moondance]

Hi Larry,

I support you in your decision - no easy feat.  I send encouraging and validating thoughts to you.

 

[Larry]

   thank you....

[Larry]

I have had a good week,  but tonight i feel lonely and abandoned,   i don't know why,  it just happens.   i don't have many frineds,  and being home alone is difficult.   i try not to go out to a bar,   it usually doesn't end well.   I am trying to feel normal.    going to take a few sleeping pills,  maybe get some sleep, and try again tomorrow.

[rainydiary]

Hi Larry, I hope you get some refreshing rest.

[Hope67]

Hi Larry,
I hope you were able to get some refreshing sleep and that the day has been ok.  Sending you a hug    and some sunshine too 
Hope 

[Larry]

going to see a different therapist next friday,  not sure if seeing 2 therapists is a good idea,  i just feel like the one i have been seeing isn't really trama informed,  although i do like her and she has been very helpful. 

[Papa Coco]

Good luck, Larry. I had to explore a few therapists before I found a good one who understood trauma. I hope your new therapist is better informed and can give you better support.

[Larry]

thank you !   

[Larry]

I had a session friday with a new therapist,  the first session always seems to be difficult,  but it was helpful,   had a session today with my usuall therapist,  again very helpful,  but not sure if seeing 2 different therapists at the same time is good?   I have had a good week,  it happens now and then,  i know it will not last,  it always crashes for no reason,  just trying to enjoy it for now

[Larry]

yesterday was tough,  i really need to find some friends,  going to stay positive today,  even if i have to do it alone

[Armee]

 

I'm sorry yesterday was tough. I'll be thinking of you today and sending wishes for a positive day

[Larry]

cancelled my session today,   i just couldn't do it.  been having a hard time with people that call me their friend,  i need to find some real friends.  been spending a lot of time alone

[Armee]

 

[Larry]

just got home,  spent sunday night in the hospital,  monday night being "evaluated" ,  I did have some drinks sunday,  i wanted to sleep so i took some pills,  some people i think over reacted and called police.  i'm not really sure where to go from here

[Larry]

today was ok,  a lot of people checking on me,  makes me feel a little better knowing someone cares