Learning to heal, Larry's journey

[Larry]

 

[dollyvee]

Hi Larry,

Hope you're doing better 

dolly

[rainydiary]

Hi Larry 

[Armee]

Hi larry!

[Larry]

thank you all for being here !    I am doing well ,  i hope all of you are too !

[Hope67]

Hi Larry,
Just popped by to say 'Hi' and wish you the best for this weekend.  Sending you some sunshine, if you need some - although I suspect there is a lot of sunshine around at the moment - it's been very hot 

Sending you a hug too, if that's ok 

Hope 

[Larry]

thank you hope !   
Last tuesday i think i hit a new low,   it was bad. mostly caused by overdrinking.    it took a few days,  but i feel better today.     i don't know why i am having such a hard time with drinking.  i know it causes a lot of pain.   

[sanmagic7]

 

[Armee]

Sending sunshine for easier days ahead.

[Larry]

  i enjoyed a nice day today.   i didn't do much,  but it has been nice.   

[woodsgnome]

Hey, Larry.

Your comment about not "doing much" brought up a thought as I read it -- that this work with ourselves is never really about what we "do", but what our "Being" is. Your being honest and kind to yourself goes way further than any doing might accomplish. Reflecting who you really are, being willing to be you, is what counts, no matter what the doing is meant to achieve.

[rainydiary]

Larry, I'm glad your day was good.  I agree with woodsgnome- it is more than enough to just be.

[Larry]

  thank you !     i feel good today.   i did not drink at all yesterday.   just trying to enjoy the day.   i would like to find a way to even things out.   the uops and downs can be a bit too much to handle. 

[dollyvee]

i don't know why i am having such a hard time with drinking.  i know it causes a lot of pain.

Hi Larry,

I think these things are tough and maybe brings up a lot of feelings that are hard to acknowledge. Maybe a bit of shame in that why can't I be like other people and just drink normally -- what's wrong with me? Sending you support, it's not easy when things come up in us that we don't like but it doesn't mean that we are bad people and unworthy/unloveable.

dolly 

[Larry]

thank you dolly !
i feel good today.   i worked this morning,   not sure what to do this afternoon.