Learning to heal, Larry's journey

[Larry]

I think I have given up,   just too much pressure.   i don't even like myself.   i am all alone and it feels like no one cares,  why should i

im sorry,   i just can not do this anymore

[Armee]

 

Those are some super hard lonely feelings, Larry. Big hugs for you until this feeling passes.

[Blueberry]

 

[Chart]

I'm right there with you Larry. It's really rough at the moment. Me too. I hear you. I care. I wish some kind of magic would just make it all go away. Unfortunately doesn't work that way. Stay strong. I'll try to do the same.
 

[NarcKiddo]

I care too, Larry. 

[Larry]

Thank you everyone,  I'm sorry   I had a hard few days.   I feel a little better,   it's just hard being alone all the time.   I am trying to get back in therapy.   I don't have anyoe for support.   

[Chart]

Hey Larry, just want to say I'm doing the same, getting back in therapy, seeking support... I think it's really really important. We gotta have support. What we're struggling with is the hardest thing on earth, it really is. I'm glad to hear you're feeling a bit better. Me too I'm not as low as last week. I've started "tapping" as Cascade suggested. Maybe too soon to say but I think it's helping. I'm not cured, but any little help is welcome. Check it out if you don't know about it. It could maybe help. Seems silly at first, but hey, what have we got to lose!
 

[natureluvr]

Larry I just want to chime in and say I'm sorry you are feeling so alone.  I can relate deeply to that feeling. I'm glad you are feeling a bit better now.  I wish you the best of luck in finding a good therapist.

[NarcKiddo]

I'm glad you're feeling a bit better and hope things improve more 

[Larry]

thank you everyone.   things have been mostly ok,   i drank way too much last night.   i am so tired of doing that.   I wanted to go 10 days without drinking.   i have done it before,   i need to take my meds,   probably would help

[Chart]

Hey Larry, glad to hear things are mostly OK. I think the idea of going 10 days without drinking is great. Try to do it if you can. I know it's hard. I stopped drinking 100% only nine months ago. For my whole life those evening drinks were really really important. Unfortunately I would always pay a heavy price the next morning. Now that I've quit 100% I feel like things that were too hard before are now possible. Hang tough, good luck, and keep us posted.
 

[Larry]

  thank you...

[natureluvr]

Larry I wish you luck in reducing your drinking.  I struggled with my drinking too when I was in my teens and 20's.  It's no fun.

[Hope67]

Hi Larry,
Just popped by to send you some sunshine, if that's ok 
Hope 

[Larry]

thank you nature and hope.. .    today is 9 days without a drink.   i have been slleeping a little better but having more nightmares.