Hi

[someonewholovesthemselves]

I have a really good friend. He feels safe. I told him I needed time for myself and ghosted him without giving an explanation. In my defense, I care about him and I don't drag the people I care about into the mess my life is.
Here is what I have realized
I am a loving being, not a loving doing. I don't have to be useful to be worthy of love.
It isn't my place to decide what someone else wants to be a part of or stay away from.
What is my choice is to stop expecting love outside of myself.
I am the love I'm looking for. It is in me. Waiting to be felt by me but within me.
I can love people all I want and still choose to stay away from them. Love is unconditional, tolerance for me, is not.