My report of my personal MDMA and Ketamine Experiences

[Desert Flower]

That's great Chart, thank you, I'll try in French un petit peu.
I'm in that place at the moment, very nice, very grounded, hopefully I can stay a while.

The first time in my life I consciously felt this was at Koyasan mountain in Japan. They have this enormous graveyard and cider trees reaching up into the heavens it seems and fog and moss and there was this temple where they had thousands of lantarns hanging. A lantern for every deceased person. And it was there that I felt I was not alone, I was connected to all of it, and there was a place there for my (deceased) dad and a place for me too. Up to that time, I had always felt there was a hole in me that could not be filled, that was just bottomless, but there I felt: There is no hole, there is a Whole. And 'I' (whatever that is) am part of it. And one of my tattoos is one of these lanterns.