Introduction…Hello All

[VB1921:)]

From my first memory in which I disassociated from extreme trauma circa 1 1/2 years old of age my childhood was riddled I with overexposure.

I was subjected to sexual abuse, mental torture, physical torturer, neglect, substance abuse, sexualization, disassociation, hyperactivity, sadomasochistic malignant narcissistic abuse and everything that comes with it...

My swiss hole memory of a childhood was devoid of innocence, security, stability defined by profound sadness, disappointment and disbelief.

But I was born gifted and that has made all the difference...

[Kizzie]

Hello and welcome to OOTS VB1921:). I am so sorry to hear about all of the abuse you suffered. I very much hope being here will help you to feel connected, heard and supported on your path to recovery.

[AphoticAtramentous]

Welcome VB, sorry to hear you've experienced so much pain and hurt. I hope you're able to find some comfort and solace here.

Regards,
Aphotic.

[SenseOrgan]

Welcome here VB1921:)  I'm sorry for the horrific experiences you had, starting from such an early age. 

[Hope67]

Welcome VB 

[Papa Coco]

Welcome VB,

I like your last line, ..."But I was born gifted and that has made all the difference..."

It's great that you can see the giftedness you were born with and that it has made a difference for you.

I hope the forum, and all other things you are doing, are helpful as you navigate this world as a gifted, yet traumatized soul.

Welcome to the forum.