Progress

[Echoecho]

Today I learned that I am the one who should be responsible for my own emotions and needs. My partner is not  a jack-of-all-trades who is here or fulfil all my desires. He gave me a lot of patience and calmness. I took it for granted and ask more and more and more. I should let me outer critic stop hurting someone I love so much instead love him properly. Even though I cannot resist because he is the only person I'm willing to open myself to, even though he doesn't care about my struggles and it might be too much for him. Fortunately, now I can share on this platform with whom can really understand my struggles, acknowledge and face the fact that I have CPTSD.
Many gratefulness

[SenseOrgan]

Welcome to the forum Echoecho!