Today I feel ..... (Part 2)

[Kizzie]

Part 2 of the original thread "Today I feel ....."

[Convalescent]

like utter crap. Hopelesness, helplesness, despair, toxic shame.

[Kizzie]

So sorry to hear that Convalescent     I hope tomorrow is much better for you.

[Dutch Uncle]

evicted

[NyxBean]

That sucks, Hysperger. I see it has been a little while since that post. I hope that you are doing alright. 

As for me, I feel silly but determined to try to "assess what conditions my ex and his father might have".

[thegirlintheattic]

grateful to have found this forum
like i'm coming out of amnesia
like maybe I'm ready to start being myself (whoever that is), maybe that would be a person worth being.

[Dutch Uncle]

"I am already doing the right thing."



Oh, and thanks NyxBean. Your kind words did not go unnoticed. I simply had no words, no reply. But it did mean a lot to me. 

[KayFly]

Sad, hurt, reflective yet compassionate..

I feel like lighting a candle and wrapping myself in a blanket, and I am!

[Dutch Uncle]

... relieved my uHPDmom has cancelled her Jubileeee. I dreaded to go there (today), but she 'fixed' that for me  .
Thanks mom  .

[Cuthberta]

Afraid.

Nothing new there.

I am always afraid.

[DaisyMae]

Unsteady and unsure, but feeling like I have more strength than I have had in quite some time to keep pushing forward and find my self-worth so I feel like living again.

DaisyMae

[Cuthberta]

Afraid.

Family event today; I am taking Nmum along, which adds to the strain, but my daughter will be there as well, so that will help.

This too will pass.

[sunnyday1]

Physically not so great (nasty summer cold)

Otherwise, surprisingly strong.  After surviving  a mother of a panic attack a couple of days ago. 

[Lifecrafting]

Today, I feel very good. I have, in the past week, gotten a physical and a mammogram, both of which were 10 years overdue.

I am grateful that I have Pete Walker's book From surviving To Thriving to read, this site as a source of knowledge and comfort and a little more ground with which to work on me.

I feel good about myself for being honest with my new doctor about me and where I am presently.
I do believe that I am finally learning what self care is...

Thank you to each and every one of you for being here. I am so very grateful for you and your gifts.

[Vrizzy]

I'm glad you are feeling good, Lifecrafting and I hope you're still feeling as good because you deserve it!

Today I feel.....kinda confused. My best friend doesn't think I fit the symptoms of PTSD and my trauma isn't severe enough. I still think I might have C-PTSD though.