Bee, I have to say the way I did it, I don't think it was suicidal. I copied so many people that the truth can never be hidden again. I mean they can deny it, which they do, but they can't actually do anything about it. Because if they do? I have all the documentation. And there are people now who would ENSURE I was avenged. My T, and my son, and my daughter, and my ex bf for starters. Probably two other friends and my uncle as well if it became a matter of my life being taken.
And I KNEW I would never get to a point that I would not be angry that they got away with it. So I went public. And I have already plotted it out. If this still does not stop it? Then, their attorney is next. And if that doesn't stop it? Then their entire church will be informed. And since that is how NPD dad makes his living, the church pays him? It's bound to have an impact at some point. My sister's employer has already been informed. He's also my uncle.
The good part is, all of mine is documented. Every bit of it is in emails. And I have a professional with a PhD standing by my side who says, yes, every bit of this is true, and if you all don't stop it and leave her alone? She is never going to get well.
So I am extremely glad I did it. If I die now? I die happy, knowing that the truth is out there.
I don't know the details of your situation, and I don't know if you even want to do what I did. But I knew it was going to kill me NOT to do it. So I did it in a way that felt safe to me. With many, many witnesses who are all involved one way or another, and many, many documents to support what I did say. I did not say one single thing that is not documented somewhere. And my T and I coordinated our emails. Mine went first. As soon as she got it? Hers went next.
Now I am free.