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[Shattered]

Arpy, you're a dear and a breath of fresh air.  Maybe the community here is part of the "how."  You and others have made me realize I'm not floating alone in space.  I've read your words several times since you posted them, and they break through for a bit each time.  Thank you for the reminder that I need to continue to try to accept where I am, and not expect a quick miracle.  So hard when every single day, all day, has been a nightmare, for over 18 months.

Please know that in your pain, you have helped me cope with mine.   

[arpy1]

  thanks, this morning i needed that.