Dad's death anniversary

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Dyess

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Dad's death anniversary
« on: October 29, 2015, 05:49:23 AM »
Today Oct 29th, is the second year anniversary of Dad's suicide. Seems like only yesterday. I can still see him how I found him, remember the coolness and stillness in the air. Just didn't seem real. It was  like any other crime scene with no emotion, just taking in all the observations. Then when I got into his house it hit me that it was my Dad laying in those weeds, dead from a self inflicted gunshot to the head. No note. Just a partial message on my answering machine when I got home, but nothing really, he started crying and the machine cut him off. So I never knew what he wanted to say. But does that really matter now? Well, yes and no. RIP Daddy.

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Re: Dad's death anniversary
« Reply #1 on: October 29, 2015, 06:43:37 AM »
My condolences for your loss, dear Trace.  :'(

RIP, Dad of Trace.

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« Reply #2 on: October 29, 2015, 09:54:00 AM »
thinking so much of you, Trace. loads of support to you  :bighug: :bighug:

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Re: Dad's death anniversary
« Reply #3 on: October 29, 2015, 01:50:30 PM »
Condolences and thoughts for you as you grieve, Trace.

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« Reply #4 on: October 29, 2015, 04:57:50 PM »
So sorry Trace, many, many  :hug:  and thoughts of you on this most terrible of anniversaries.

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Re: Dad's death anniversary
« Reply #5 on: October 29, 2015, 11:12:54 PM »
Thank you everyone. It's been a hard, it was about this time that I actually found him. Still seems like a horrible nightmare. Just trying to stay busy until this day passes. Thanks again for being here.