Lack week of anti dep withdrawal

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Boatsetsailrose

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Lack week of anti dep withdrawal
« on: November 21, 2015, 04:31:14 PM »
Last week of anti dep withdrawal

Very grateful to reach this stage - I feel real hope

Feeling my emotion more - but scarey or how it goes up and down so vastly
But I am liking not being so numb and am more awake and less zombie

Feel tears come in my eyes when something touches me - haven't felt this for so long
Very rarely cried on tablets

My heart isn't beating as fast

Hopeful

Tears - I feel I've reached a really good point in my recovery - it's been a long hard journey

Fear - too good to be true ?

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Re: Lack week of anti dep withdrawal
« Reply #1 on: November 21, 2015, 05:27:41 PM »
not too good to be true! huge progress and a great encouragement to the likes of me  :thumbup: :thumbup: :thumbup:

take care of yourself as you rediscover all those bits of you that were numbed by the meds.  and be extra specially nice to you.

proud of you, dear boatssr  :applause:

 :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

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Boatsetsailrose

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Re: Lack week of anti dep withdrawal
« Reply #2 on: November 22, 2015, 12:37:09 AM »
Thank u arpy :)
Feels like this might just be the time when I walk free from meds ...



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Re: Lack week of anti dep withdrawal
« Reply #3 on: November 27, 2015, 06:55:40 AM »
Reporting I am now anti dep free ...
Good and scarey at the same time
My sponsor reminded me fear is false evidence appearing real :)
Ain't that the case

Today I feel less sedated and better able to concentrate - feeling my feelings more it's so good to have tears when I feel them !


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Re: Lack week of anti dep withdrawal
« Reply #4 on: November 27, 2015, 09:24:10 AM »
 :party: :phoot: :cake: :waveline: :yourock: :fireworks: :fireworks: :fireworks: :woohoo: :yahoo:

well done!!!

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Re: Lack week of anti dep withdrawal
« Reply #5 on: November 27, 2015, 03:38:02 PM »
Congrats to you, Boats, and good wishes as you experience increasing amounts of feeling!

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Re: Lack week of anti dep withdrawal
« Reply #6 on: November 27, 2015, 09:01:01 PM »
Thank u arpy for the party :) 👍🌸✨😀
Made me smile

Thank u j dog

Need to add though today is rough -/
How long does withdrawal continue I wonder once the drug is down ?