I want a relationship so bad

[Stout_and_Vigil]

Problem is, I'm pretty sure I only want one to fill the gaps in affection I've had growing up. Anything romantic I've attempted thus far has crashed and burned really hard. And I can't get out of the mindset "They would never be interested in someone like me." Plus, at this stage in my life I'm not really able to hold down a job and am pretty dependent on others for my needs. This whole thing is just a crazy whirlwind of emotion...

I hate this feeling so much. 

[Three Roses]

  

[sanmagic7]

me, too.  hate it!

[tyy]

I really understand