Miswired Circuits/Things That Spark

[Papa Coco]

Bach, Here's a big hug:    I hope you can feel it, because I don't send these lightly. I mean it when I send it.

[Bach]

Let's all break things.  And hug!  Thank you, friends 

Meanwhile, I'm over here trying to find a self.  I don't know if I ever had one.  I may have sort of had one when I was younger, but there's really almost nothing now that I can put my finger on as being ME.  The other day someone asked me what my hobbies were and I couldn't answer.  I am empty.  There is NOTHING in here. 

[Cascade]

Bach, you are not alone.  I can only say I am also trying to define my Self.  I started a journal entry a few weeks ago called, "Who is [Name]?"  It didn't feel very helpful or satisfying when I was done.  Wish I had more wisdom or encouragement to offer.

Count me in for the breaking party. 
Maybe through destruction, creation can emerge.

[Bach]

I'm like a child or a prey animal, scared of everything, all the time. It's getting worse, not better. For a long time it was getting better but I feel like those days are gone.

[Blueberry]

I'm sorry that's the way things are for you atm.    if helpful Bach, otherwise ignore.

[NarcKiddo]

That's horrid. I hope you have somewhere cozy and safe, even if it's just bed, where you can spend at least some time to regroup.