My type of self-harm - Trigger warning

[Desert Flower]

And I wanted to add: we have to be so very easy with ourselves here Blueberry, very very gentle. As to not compound our situation. You are doing great. I'm very proud of you.

[Blueberry]

Thank you for your support, Sadie, OwnSide and Desert Flower.

You're right DF, we have to be gentle with ourselves here. It seems that painting I was doing brought up too much, tho I don't even know what it all brought up. Whatever it was, I spent a lot of time reading and dozing and Internetting and self-harming and eating / also NOT eating in order not to feel. And so I eventually remembered that a breakthrough where I suddenly have energy and impetus and will-power can be too much, or feel too much.

OwnSide/Sadie - since I have Parts too, I think however they make themselves known you can let them write or write from their pov on here, unless a particular mbr objects, imho. For somebody w/o Parts it might be strange, but as I say, I have Parts, tho I've been ignoring them recently